Wednesday, February 22, 2006

there is only so much a person can take

speechless....i am totally speechless.....today was the third strike.....it pains to hear people saying stuff like "I thought I will fail...I did most of the test by guessing." and they pass.....not that I begrudge any of them from passing though.... I knew I had to do something for my oral pathology and to be honest I studied as hard as I could....I seriously did and I failed again.... This I would say is the first time I have failed so many times in my entire life......I feel like I am being punished for something....something which I have no idea what it is...... I am trapped in this place I am in, subjected to all these emotional crap and I have no idea will I walk out victoriously.....

I knew I made a mistake...........a mistake I should have prevented 3 years ago.........this is not fun anymore.....it has never been and it is a mistake through and through......I give respect to every single one who went through dental school unscathed.........you all deserve the title more than anyone else.......and I really really do respect all.......... a pity that I am a mistake in this faculty....a huge walking time bomb......






ok....enough ranting...as much as it is a mistake...I intend to finish the race....to show the "thing" tormenting me that you gotta try harder than that.....