Wednesday, February 15, 2006

futile effort....

well....today I went to school at 7 frickin am to stuff all the dumb diseases signs symptoms and what not into a tiny brain of mine.......one could imagine....the mouth could possess so much crazy diseases.....Well thankfully we were greeted by Dr Kwa that it was an open book test and it was really doable....I almost did not bring my Neville to school today man..... Thank God...

this week is pretty much hell week for me.....seeing patients for all 5 days....and every session until today was kinda wasted because of me being incompetent.....I felt so tired....tired of everything.......the light at the end of the tunnel is the only thing I am looking for and it seems so distant even though it is only a year away.....

I seriously need a break.....but no....exams are slowly creeping and my last week in school is packed with competencies which I really need to depend on God to carry me through...... A technician in my lab told me that we are a lot more mature than our peers of our same age because we have started to take on so much responsibilities and stress........technically we have started working but just not paid....lol......I am leading a different university life...........pity....

and I am growing white hair like wildfire.....apparently according to Stanley.........this can't be happening!