Friday, January 13, 2006

Life is full of ironies...hell ya

What are the odds of winning a lottery?
Chances are slim to none.

What are the odds of nailing a kiss on your first date?
1 in 20

What are the odds of getting into dental school?
34 in a few hundred (say 300-400?)

Life is full of ironies...I can attest to that. Life will screw you over and bite you where it hurts. I am more than halfway through my dental school life and sometimes I still wonder is it a sick joke. Would you pay $16K a year to put yourself in misery? Well maybe I am exaggerating. School life is seriously draining the heck out of me......(I am not blogging this just because of my failure today but in general it did spur me on to think what lies ahead of me). I have no love lost for what I am doing...absolutely.....

So some would ask?
What crap faeces are you doing there?
You know what?
I have no frickin idea.
That is why I always feel like this big joke that is being played on me for almost 3 years and I am willing to be played on. What the hell am I doing in this place when I don't even enjoy a slightest in what I'm doing?

You mug like hell, work from dusk till dawn, frickin hierachy, inhaling acrylic vapour every single time. -------> Perfect therapy I must say. I did probably lose like erm 2-4 years of my life with all the unneeded crap.

You know what it seems like I am always doing this.....whining, dissing what state I am in. Crap I need this inlet....so you detractors can go shoo off if you can't stand me dissing.....Boy am I neat or what....

Happy Friday the 13th........ I sure did enjoy a hellish one......